Sunday Stuff

I hate Sundays. Simply 'cos I need to go back to work on Monday. There is always mixed feelings with some hang-over of emotions on Sundays. The only time I loved my Sundays was when I was not working for a while, I was not with Yadi (the time when we had a short break-up while he was studying overseas) and I never felt so care-free and stress-free and I just spent my Sundays at the beaches. Listening to my favourite songs on the mini-player and sipping my favourite Burbon Coke or Vodka Lime... Sometimes even when it rained I would still hang around there, soaking my skin in the rain and who cared then if I fell sick or not. No need MC!!! Hahahahhaha... SNAP! Wake up! Face the reality now! GOSH... When can I do that? First of all, I need to lose some weight! Hahahahhaha......

Talking about my emotion, I gathered that sad and bad things seemed to happen on Sunday for me... Look here!

1. Emo One: Long time ago, Yadi had to go away for his overseas studies, the first time and the past times, he always left on a Sunday evening.


2. Emo Two: Now, Yadi still needs to go away to KL for his work, the first time and every other time, he always leaves on a Sunday evening.


3. Emo Three: My beloved late granny passed away on a Sunday.


4. Emo Four: My beloved late grandpa also passed away on a Sunday.

Well, I guess its different stages of our life. How to stick to the same forever, right? Better or worse, we just gotta move our butt and go on...

On a happier note, I went to cut my hair yesterday. I love short hair but my face looks bigger. Thats why I said I need to lose weight. Then I also collected my Amore Challenge goodies bag. Happy la... For a while!

AMORE CHALLENGE BAG

AMORE CHALLENGE GOODIES

Saturday Stuff

After 2 days of rest, medical leave though, I am much better. There are some things I need to do today.

1. Get a hair cut
2. Go to the bank.
3. Visit my Dad
4. Collect some stuff
5. Do my assignment

Randomly, I will have to do one or the other today. As least right now, I already started my assignment on Ethical Issues. The issue is, I need to come out with an ethical dilemma as an example for the essay. It seems so easy and yet, I have no idea what kind of dilemma I want to present. I know I face such issues at times during work but I do not totally handle them myself. I guess I should be asking my colleagues who are always put into challenge in such situation.

Anyhoo, I decided not to go for the Aerobics Challenge since I just recovered from the sickness. I am going to pop by later to see if I can collect the stuff. Well, I can still present my MC if they do not believe me. How strict can they be, I paid for the challenge too! It aint free! Now that the world is in recession, what is more than to bargain for a good cause!? Hahah...

Seems like it is going to rain. I will have lunch and make my move before its too late. I am really a very busy woman! Secretly, I also do not wish to meet any visitors that might come this afternoon... Anti-social mood today! Everyday! Gosh! Whats really eating me man!?

False Delusions

I am not a pessimistic person but towards skepticism and cynicism. Is that a contradiction? I do not want to be complex but humans are. The more simplicity you are looking at, the more complexity you will find yourself in. Do you think so? Whenever I am sick, I get false delusions. It can be scary when I dreamt of people whom I know died. I dreamt that animals talking to me. I even thought I was in a deja vu and I almost could not differentiate day and night. I must be really sick, isn't it? Hahahaha... Whats wrong with uttering rubbish? I really don't know. Bow over.

Gathering Phobia

Gathering at Melacca

Yeah. Its the time of the year again where gatherings after gatherings happened. I am very tired. Thinking of going to work the next day does not make me feel any better. In fact its bitter. I was at Melacca and travelling was tiring. Meetings and greetings somehow became a chore. I wondered what will it be like if I am a full-time homemaker. I might enjoy gatherings afterall cos I would be busy preparing dishes and cookies and having the fun of seeing people eating what I made. Hmmm... I do not feel like going to work. I wish I could follow hubby back to KL. I never stop missing him...