False Delusions

I am not a pessimistic person but towards skepticism and cynicism. Is that a contradiction? I do not want to be complex but humans are. The more simplicity you are looking at, the more complexity you will find yourself in. Do you think so? Whenever I am sick, I get false delusions. It can be scary when I dreamt of people whom I know died. I dreamt that animals talking to me. I even thought I was in a deja vu and I almost could not differentiate day and night. I must be really sick, isn't it? Hahahaha... Whats wrong with uttering rubbish? I really don't know. Bow over.