Happiness or Pleasure

See, I have not been here for a while, like almost 2 months. I dont think many people I know read my blog so it is quite okay. Hmmm. I am getting tired of my work. The 'event' that will be launching on the 1st of Jan 2009 has been giving me hateful thoughts towards people and systems. I do not know if this is the greatest good for the greatest number so that a small portion of us would need to sacrifice to make everyone happy. Nowsaday, I find myself lacking of passion in my duties, towards my work especially. I dont give a damn at all if they want to give me a higher grade - promotion. Or are they going to increase my salary? I DONT GIVE A DAMN. I just want to finish my studies. And hopefully, things will be better in March 09, at my workplace that I do not have to think about leaving. Hubby said that I will make the decision to stay or leave. Leave as in to move to KL which most of my friends are very supportive of me doing it! Honestly, I still love to stay in Singapore 'cos I love being carefree without tha tag of another person. See... Why do I get married at the first place? Well, the idea of cohabitation will never work for me. Now, what am I talking about at 2.12am in the morning? Yes... I am here babbling. There will be a paper in this late evening (7pm!) and I am trying my best to study! And so, I am sick! OF EVERYTHING!

~ such unhappiness ~

~ so which is important - happiness or pleasure? ~